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The Downward Spiral.

The answer to who I've met downtown is mouth-breathers in the elevator. It stops on every single floor to let in a bumbling jackass or two or four until I'm pinned to the wall within inches of my life with someone's leather manpurse rammed in my face. Unable to get air, I slip in and out of consciousness until I end up muttering the holy rosary. When I come to, I notice them all turned and staring at me. I have quickly learned to use the freight elevator, with nary a mouth-breather and only the occasional freight in it.

The fifth floor is lonely and ominous, home strictly to us and the executive office. Stuffy suited types go in and out in silence, noses buried in their Blackberries. I watch this and only this through my sad little prison cell-esque window into the hallway. I had heard from my old building that all the little people were intimidated by the fifth floor and that they don't dare go round there. I was hoping it wasn't true. It's true.

The drive there is stressful. The parking garage is stressful and expensive. Darting across the train tracks to get to overpriced food at lunch is stressful (I don't dart). Driving home is stressful. By the time I get back to my residence, I want only a drink and a dark room. I haven't even the will to watch Teen Mom anymore.

I just want an Iranian guy to call me a lesbian again.


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Oct. 7th, 2010 01:31 am (UTC)
i'm afraid that doesn't have the same effect.
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Oct. 7th, 2010 03:46 am (UTC)
or at least an email.
Oct. 8th, 2010 05:52 pm (UTC)
He'll return... they always make cameos in sitcoms... Why'd they make you move?
Oct. 8th, 2010 08:31 pm (UTC)
because no one has anything else to do in the government. i've literally moved every year.
Oct. 8th, 2010 08:34 pm (UTC)
ps. write more.
Oct. 9th, 2010 08:34 pm (UTC)
I need to! I've been avoiding LJ because I kinda dated a girl from here and we stopped talking and don't want her to read my crap... I'll update soon
Oct. 14th, 2010 02:20 pm (UTC)
Less people for you to flirt with; excellent.
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