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I was just sitting here sobbing. I just burst into tears and cried and cried. I went to Portal 7 to look at myself, and I was not there. And then I looked at the rest of the portals and I still wasn't there. Everyone else was, but not me.
I felt so horrible. My brother asked me what my problem was, and I started sobbing that she'd taken me off the portals and that Matt was leaving. He said there, there.
I hadn't been thinking of you at all in the moments leading up to that, but that's what I said.
Ten minutes later, I showed up on portal 3. But you're still leaving. So I'm still sitting here crying.
I am a hormonal dipshit today.

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ruxpin_exe
Oct. 22nd, 2001 07:28 pm (UTC)
I'll come back!
I promise.
velouria
Oct. 22nd, 2001 09:52 pm (UTC)
hurry!
ruxpin_exe
Oct. 22nd, 2001 09:54 pm (UTC)
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4 months =\
velouria
Oct. 22nd, 2001 10:01 pm (UTC)
too long!
ruxpin_exe
Oct. 23rd, 2001 10:57 am (UTC)
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Heh.. that's what you said last night, too. "Too long!"
velouria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 12:57 pm (UTC)
Well you're always making us watch Schindler's List.
ruxpin_exe
Oct. 23rd, 2001 01:50 pm (UTC)
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Only because I think it's funny when you pronounce Auschwitz =\
velouria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 04:12 pm (UTC)
I just said it outloud now and I didn't derive any amusement from it whatsoever.
ruxpin_exe
Oct. 23rd, 2001 05:25 pm (UTC)
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That's because you're an american and you don't realize how silly your accent sounds to us Canadians. Eh?
velouria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 08:21 pm (UTC)
Americans don't have accents, everyone else does.
velouria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 08:27 pm (UTC)
And I like your silly Fargo accent.
ruxpin_exe
Oct. 23rd, 2001 08:37 pm (UTC)
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How incredibly american of you.
I bet you wear a flag to school.
velouria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 09:16 pm (UTC)
...so?
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vel0uria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 03:22 am (UTC)
4 months to where?
velouria
Oct. 23rd, 2001 12:52 pm (UTC)
3 years to military.
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