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God damn it I'm pissed off today. It started last night when my significant other neglected to get online for the 3rd day in a row. I don't know what he's doing. I imagine the worst and go into an absolute fucking rage rather than say hello. Why should I have to say hello? I'm a fucking girl. I'm not going to chase your ass across the state.

Then there's my ex. Buying me flowers. Making me dinner. Standing in my doorway. Sitting down and watching TV with me. Driving me fucking nuts. Does it matter to you that I'm in a relationship? I know all to well what YOUR wants and needs are but have you ever stopped to consider mine?

Last night I took 4 klonopin in a sad rage and fell asleep at 7:00 something. I was dead to the world by 8:00. In the morning, I drove up on a median and lost one of my fucking hupcaps that I just bought. I don't know if the two are related. Then work proceeded to suck. Now it's Tuesday evening. I'm trying to calm down without knocking myself out on benzos but I don't know what will do it.


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Jan. 9th, 2014 10:54 am (UTC)
Defending yourself in my journal is not helping matters.
Jan. 9th, 2014 01:08 pm (UTC)
you're right. I'm sorry.
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