For some gay reason, I'm telling gayjournal.com the truth.

I wish I had it in me to not get attached. I haven't done it much. When I do, it just hurts. I should stay away from the computer in addition to staying away from real people. I should sleep 24 hours a day. I SHOULD NEVER LEAVE MY ROOM. Why did I ever. What did I think I was doing. I am so silly.